Death of a Scorpio

Scorpio's are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. We are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea. We are the only people in this world with sight in a  land of blind cyclopses. Scorpio's have a dark and mysterious style which, combined with an irresistible personal magnetism, creates a fascination in members of the opposite sex. It is said that Scorpio's sometimes pose penetrating eyes which make our shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before us. But it is a pleasant moment to be with us. We are thoughtful in conversations, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous. But for those of us who are particularly perceptive, you will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio.

With all that said, do you see why I love  my zodiac sign? So how do you think I felt when I found out that after a years time, I will be dead? Killed in my prime, abbreviated and or cut down in the peak of my celebrity. According to astrologers, there are thirteen zodiac signs not twelve. In reality there has always been thirteen signs. Though when astrology began, the thirteenth sign Ophiuchus (the snake holder) was removed because the sun only traveled through the star constellation "Ophiuchus" for 19 days. Less then any other constellation, so it was discontinued. Though not used and majority of people are unaware of the thirteenth sign, the symbol of the snake holder was adopted as the symbol for modern medicine.

As it stands now, I will be reincarnated into a Virgo (The Goddess of Fertility and Agriculture). So does that mean I will be a different person, will my personality and charater change? Will I look at situations with a new perspective? Will the advice that I give to my loved ones loose there effect, be inaccurate or unwelcomed. Will I finally make the money that I know I should be making or the money I deserve. Will my friends notice a difference or will I be a better person? Will I still be a walking inspiration to some, a ray of light to those that walk in darkness. I wonder why I seem to always attract and fall for women of a certain type. Will I lose my sexiness and mystery and appeal to a different type of female? Will I lose my hunger for sex or become a better lover? With a new sign governing me, will I finally learn my lesson in love. Will I finally meet that girl that can crack the plexiglass that my heart is sealed in. It's going to feel like a second chance when it's really a first impression. The worst feeling of any situation is the unknown.

So I stand here with less than a year to live. There is no second opinion, no surgery, no chemotherapy can save me. How long have I been on life support? Will anyone miss me when I'm gone? Will they remember me when I return? I'm starring death in his eyes, dreaming of a new lease on life. I will be dead soom, let's just hope I only have to die once; I just wonder if i will be remembered for what I did as a Scorpio or for what I will do as a Virgo!